Hold on to your seats, kids, but I have a confession: I don’t like to be messy. SHOCKING, right? Um, yes, I do know that I have an unhealthy obsession with being neat. It’s actually kind of a blessing, really; my house stays clean without my being all obsessive compulsive about it should it get dirty. That’s how I try to see it, anyway! But lately I’ve noticed that streak in Hazel, too. I don’t know if I’m unconsciously training her to be this way or if it’s passed on in my genetic material, but I have started to worry just a smidge about it. I want her to feel creative without restraint at times; we can always clean it up later, right? So yesterday I pulled out the fingerpaints for the first time at our house, both in the spirit of being messy and to make Daddy a painting for Father’s Day.
But then he showed up, so we abandoned the Father’s Day bit and just focused on the messy! Hazel had kind of a hard time with getting her hands dirty – at first. She got more into it when Amos and I participated as well. After one painting she was done, though I think it had more to do with wanting to get into the sprinkler than it did being worried about messiness. I’m looking forward to trying out more projects with Hazel that foster development of right brain activities; I’m definitely a creative person, but I know I’m held back by wanting to be neat, in control, and logical. I don’t want to put that on Hazel (or Julia), but really want to provide an environment where she can try out all kinds of different things to see what suits her best. Maybe, though her experimentation, I can loosen up a bit myself!!!